I can remember how much Rich was looking forward to
Christopher’s arrival and helping me as best he could.
I makes me very sad that Rich will not physically see his son
grow up but I know he will always be by his side spiritually on the other side.
I don’t know when I will be happy again.
I don’t know when life will become semi "normal" for me again.
I don’t know if I can look at life the same way again.
My faith has been shaken, my spirituality has been shaken.
I have been shaken to the core of my being and there are aftershocks after aftershocks.
Happy birthday Christopher!
I know daddy says it too!