Three months ago tonight my life changed forever

Three months ago tonight my life and the life of my son changed forever.
I love Rich with all of being, no one could understand.
Grief is a strange bedfellow it comes in many forms, and in different ways.
One moment you are fine (or your mind has tricked you to think you are fine),
then the next you are not. You know something or someone is missing.
Grief takes you whenever, wherever.

Memories are hard at times because they remind you of all the happy times,
the good times, the sad times. Memories remind you of what you had and what you don’t
have any longer.

Those who sit in judgment have know idea, and are sad human beings.
Those who sit and belittle and dishonour from afar are sad human beings.
Those who gossip, dislike a person without taking the time to get to know the person, and or
make huge assumptions are sad human beings.

These type of people are in need of enlightenment, they need to get help to break the evil cycle they are riding on.
Evil and negativity comes in many forms, many shapes and in my facades. Evil is everywhere, in your Church, in your home, on the street,
the person living beside you or across town. Evil can come into your home masking themselves as good and caring.

There are those people who are two-faced. They treat you okay when you are in their company but when you leave, watch your back.
I find people like this are very sad human beings too! Their lives are so ordinary so boring that they have to find fault or take a disliking to
a person because they see that person as a challenge to their own self. The person reflects back their that person’s sense of self worth and negativity thus they cannot stand to be in the same room. They cannot face themselves.

When you are a strong person who stands up for what she believes to be right, can speak her own mind, who is highly educated and is independent,
she is attacked! She is belittled, she is bullied, she is accused of being lazy and so on.  This type of behaviour is the oldest form of crap in the book.
Textbook case of trying to dominate, and befuddle, a person. It is a form of abuse.

Oh how obtuse they are!
Oh how predictable they are!
Oh how see-through they are!

Poor fools….
Sorry fools…
Sad fools…
Crocodile tears are see-through tears.
Many tears I see from those who supposedly cared are quilt tears.
You caused this situation, your sickness, your evil and negative, vile ways caused this.

I gave him happiness, love, friendship and sense of self worth in the five years that I have known him
then you have in the 43 years you had with him.

You may have known him for 43 years, but I knew him more than you did. I gave him everything I had, and
in return he did the same. We lived and loved each other for 5 years–24/7. We had dreams, fears, hopes, joys and sadness.
We have a beautiful son, who is smart, sensitive, loving and will go and travel far.

You dishonour him in every action, every unkind word, in every unkind thought.
You disown him in every action, in every unkind word, in every unkind thought.

Shame on you!
Shame on you!
Shame on you!

The universe (God) has its ways, its ways of fixing wrongs. Though my faith has been shaken, shaken to its core, my faith tells
me that the universe will prevail and all the wrongs will be set to right.

Blessed Be.
Blessed Be.

About Spiritual Gal

Carolanne is Medium, an Angel Intuitive, Akashic Record Consultant, Integrated Energy Therapist, and Chakra/Crystal Alignment Therapist who works primarily with the angel realm, Ascended Masters and Lords of the Akashic Records with the intention of helping others on their spiritual path or guidance in any area of their lives. Carolanne is currently accepting clients who would like to experience this form of learning, remembering who their souls are and healing. Please check out her web page for further information about Akashic Record readings, IET healing, Angel Intuitive/Angel Card Readings.
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