We are always in the embrace of mystery

"Who am I? Where have I come from? Where am I going?–are not questions with an
answer, but questions that open us up to new questions which lead us
deeper into the unspeakable mystery of existence." – Henri Nouwen

Hmmmmmmm…

Who am I really?

Where have have I come from? I know that I came from somewhere because I have
memories, an inner knowingness of being more than I am right now.

I choose at this time to express who I am now.
I choose to express what I look like right now.
I choose to express how I act, feel, believe, right now.

I choose to feel sad.
I choose to feel angry.
I choose to hate.
I choose to love.
I choose to hide.
I choose to stand up for what I believe is right and what is wrong.

I don’t remember choosing to feel grief
I don’t remember choosing to feel so much loss
I don’t remember choosing to feel like a dull shell inside.
I don’t remember choosing to left alone.

I remember choosing Rich
I remember choosing to have Christopher
I remember choosing to live even though I didn’t want to.
I remember choosing to donate Rich’s organs.

I remember I had chosen to get married.
I remember I chose to make my life with Rich and share everything with him.

So what happened?

Will I see Rich again?
Will he be waiting for me on the other side?
Will he go on to a new life?

What is the future for me?

I only see a blank…….

About Spiritual Gal

Carolanne is Medium, an Angel Intuitive, Akashic Record Consultant, Integrated Energy Therapist, and Chakra/Crystal Alignment Therapist who works primarily with the angel realm, Ascended Masters and Lords of the Akashic Records with the intention of helping others on their spiritual path or guidance in any area of their lives. Carolanne is currently accepting clients who would like to experience this form of learning, remembering who their souls are and healing. Please check out her web page for further information about Akashic Record readings, IET healing, Angel Intuitive/Angel Card Readings. http://spiritualgalsplace.weebly.com spiritualgalsplace@cogeco.ca
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