Reality sunk in tonight….again
It is the little things that get you
Pant hangers hanging from the ceiling in the laundry room
Rich use to hang his jeans up to dry

The little things seem to make me cry
Make me panic, make me ill inside

I was doing really well today
Tonight alone, Christopher asleep in the next room
images, thoughts, feelings crept in.

The actual thought of Rich not being in my life
my whole entire life is —-so scary—so unbelievable.
His light, his energy, his essence no longer on this plane of existence
is too much for me to ponder…to deal with

He was is a part of me
Half of me is gone gone forever.

He was my rock, my mate, my friend, my future, my present
Now he is only a memory.

About Spiritual Gal

Carolanne is Medium, an Angel Intuitive, Akashic Record Consultant, Integrated Energy Therapist, and Chakra/Crystal Alignment Therapist who works primarily with the angel realm, Ascended Masters and Lords of the Akashic Records with the intention of helping others on their spiritual path or guidance in any area of their lives. Carolanne is currently accepting clients who would like to experience this form of learning, remembering who their souls are and healing. Please check out her web page for further information about Akashic Record readings, IET healing, Angel Intuitive/Angel Card Readings.
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