The whole basement is a right off…. Two Small Rooms lost everything…they raise money for us.
The building is only 4 years old.

Anyway, I am tired too say the least.
Christopher took sometime to fall asleep tonight.
Dad and Mike are taking out tomorrow to get his hair cut and then Dad is taking back to
his place to open Christmas presents.

This morning before I headed off to Keene I stopped off at the cemetery. I also went to visit Granny and Grandpa’s graves. I got
out of my car and went over to have a chat with them. I told them I missed them very much and asked for their help.
I cried…
I miss grandpa even though he and I didn’t see eye to eye sometimes I really miss him. I am tearing up now writing this.
I know I will see them again as I will Rich…but for now it is not the same. Loneliness is a hard thing to deal with. Before I met
Rich I was okay with it. Now I’m not so sure as I had something special and I miss it.

I miss those who have come into my life and have left it for reasons unknown to me.
I miss my friend Andy, I miss Ed, I miss Janice, I miss others as well.

I miss my life… it has changed big time.
I don’t have my space, my time anymore.
Maybe I am just selfish?