Reality has found its way into my mind and my heart again tonight. Tears are swelling in my eyes as I write. I found this picture on Rich’s
computer the other day. I guess he took it on one of the Tuesdays he was home with Christopher. It shows how much he loved his little boy.
computer the other day. I guess he took it on one of the Tuesdays he was home with Christopher. It shows how much he loved his little boy.
When you are living, eternity is a long time…
When you are in "heaven" or the spirit world eternity is a wonderful thing.
I miss my Rich so very much, my heart aches, my soul is lost in mists of sorrow, and depths of loneliness. Swirls of pain, doubt, fear, and anxiety
envelop my being at times. When I think about Rich and the reality that he is dead and not coming back it is unbelievable to me.
I don’t like the weekends, they are so long and lonely.
Rich was in my life a short time, but it felt like he had been in my life forever.
My life is empty, lonely and sad.
Nothing will fill the void his death created.
I just live moment to moment.
I go through the motions of life.
I have a routine of sorts and at times I say to myself…IS THIS IT?
