I visited Rich’s grave site this afternoon seeking
solace and seeking guidance for the change I wish to make in my life.
I cried in my car,
I felt his presence,
I heard his voice in my mind,
saying softly but firmly
he will be with me forever
his soul will be with me forever
In that grave is his body
a shell
nothing more
who he is, is with me and will always be with me always
He wants me to be happy
He wants me to make a life for myself and for Christopher
He loves me
He loves Christopher
He said he was sorry
He told me not to be silly
"Don’t be silly Carolanne."
I cried some more,
I cried for what could have been
I cried for the dreams and things we were going to do
I cried for him and my loss
A loss that will be with me always
a hollow pain
an ache in my heart and soul
that will not fully go away
I love you my love
my friend
my soul mate
I love you truly I do
and will always.

About Spiritual Gal

Carolanne is Medium, an Angel Intuitive, Akashic Record Consultant, Integrated Energy Therapist, and Chakra/Crystal Alignment Therapist who works primarily with the angel realm, Ascended Masters and Lords of the Akashic Records with the intention of helping others on their spiritual path or guidance in any area of their lives. Carolanne is currently accepting clients who would like to experience this form of learning, remembering who their souls are and healing. Please check out her web page for further information about Akashic Record readings, IET healing, Angel Intuitive/Angel Card Readings.
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